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7471.) Even though i broke up with you, i can’t stand the sight of you two. It makes me immensely angry seeing, even thinking of you two together. If it was anyone else, i would be happy for you, but the fact that it was one of my closest friends, the one that was there every step of the way while i broke your heart, kills me. I thought i could get over it, but i can’t. You guys make so much more sense than you & me ever did, i can’t stand it. I can’t stand either of you anymore.
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And it’s hard to watch things change when all you want for them is to stay the same.
It’s funny but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same time. It’s crazy when you want to let go but you keep holding on and when you want to move on but you’re stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can’t decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you don’t know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad but all you can do is push them farther and farther away. It’s so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different and they may never be the same. You tell yourself it’s not worth it but if it didn’t really matter you wouldn’t spend so much time thinking about it.
I’ve come to realize that I need to make decisions and moves in a swift and independent manner. Never allow your life to be hijacked by bullshit and bullshitters.
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6615.) I wish I were closer with my dad. I wish we had more in common. I’m scared that when he dies, I won’t miss him.
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